aPpreCiaTiOn

#其实，
对未来不用期待太多
期待太多
挫折感会很深….
不如看看现在能做些什么
会让你觉得很自在
学到很多东西
那个时候才会觉得
人生很有意义#
真的是酱的吗?
所以说我不敢有所期待
但是,
老师说
要相信
坚持心念
心念会变成事实的
那
我该相信谁?

那天，和你去看了这部电影
还巧遇赖老师和余老师
虽然很累，
但遇到老师的那一刻
就可以滔滔不绝的谈很多
反而,
和你谈得很少…
第二天，
老师传了信息给我
说真情需要等待
要我相信现实生活中
会有真挚的感情
可是，
我好像慢慢地不再相信
对真挚的感情
没有什么期待了….
看着电影，
我哭了
因为情节太像我现在所面对的
那种不知所措的感觉
老师说
心念会变成事实的
只要相信和保持乐观
但，
我怕还是会失望

＝没有云的天空，依然是天空
+没有天空的云，不再是云

这句话，
形容得很贴近
现在的我

IS THE TIME AGAIN to decide my future again, i hate it so much…
i know that both my parents hope tat i can go abit far , more best if i can follow my sister further my studies in london.
indeed , tis is my dream too , if can i also dun hope to stay here…but wat can i do..
mum keep on mumbling tat i did nothing for it…
in fact , is impossible for me to go oversea without scholarship or loan, those of u sure know tat…..competiting with the whole world to get the scholarship is quite difficult since i dun think i will be geting straight As in my Alevel exam…so how?
somemore for the loan , there is very very few companies or banks r offering loan for students who are studying oversea…
somtimes , i really felt tired for doing that…mum said that i always think d negative side , i admit it but this is the truth , i am just not putting alot of hope on it ONLY…disappointment for most of the time…
mum keep on comparing with her frens children , telling me everyday that who get scholarship going uk us….is like what they put in their effort they got back what they want..i hope i can be like that too so  that mum will be more proud in front of her frens…but i really dunno what can i do for it…
should i blame myself for not getting good results?or there are too many genius all over the world?should i blame myself for not putting in so much effort?or wat?
sighz….
i hate it so much…
i miss the time in taiwan so much…
how good if we can be there forever…
i miss u ALL…team 10

离开了三个星期
不长也不短
若要把这三个星期
所发生的事都写的话
没有时间
因为真的很多很多
这趟旅程
让我留下了许许多多
很美好的回忆
虽然大家相处才短短21天
我却能感受到大家的真心
基基为我排队买鸡排
绍贤的冷衣
爱丽窝心的鱼丸汤
还有很多很多….
真的好喜欢你们哦
还有那分打从心里的感激
那天
我的辅导员
还从台湾打电话给我
好感动哦
也许和现在的朋友做太久了
所以感动也跟着少了
其实还蛮奇迹的
因为那天的分离
我没有哭
哈哈
连我自己也觉得不可思议
总结
这次除了有机会到台湾
更大的收获是我们的友谊
还有各队组长们
开会的时候的情形
我永远都忘不了
第十队是最棒的!!!
加油